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Be YourselfLaugh like you mean it
Smile when you want to
And I'll try to understand
Your confusing pride
Why you cry when you're alone
Why you hide when you are ashamed
Why you force your smiles
Why you hide behind your mask
When you don't even know
They all try to understand
The wonderful person
You are concealing inside
They want to get to know you better
Break away from these lies
And Just Smile
My MaskDo you like it?
My Mask which hides my emotions
I think it's flawless
It's a sign of pure devotion
Towards you and your lies
What are you talking about?
Calling me expressionless
I can't be blamed for what this mask does
Without this mask I am defenceless
Against everyone and those harmful words
It's a form of protection
This blank smooth mask
It reflects other people's emotions
Fulfilling its task
Fooling me, fooling everyone
Now leave me as I hide
Go ahead, Run
While I can still control these destructive feelings inside
Run away before I show you the monster I've become
You haven't noticed
I'll Bear ItYou're in pain
I can see it
You're theory is insane
Can you hear it?
You want to tough it out again
I know this time you will break
I have to separate you from those foolish men
This is a chance I must take
You've been abused for far too long
Taking the blows, Taking the blame
Can you really carry on?
Why do you continue to play this sickening game?
It's about time I take over
A new character has finally entered
Go on and rest, I'll be your cover
I will prevent you from being captured
After this you will be free
Say goodbye to this suffering
Leave it to me
I'm giving your life back; it's yours for the taking
You suffered long enough
I'll take your place
I shall wait until you are strong enough to handle this pain
Till that time comes
I'll bear it for you
A Friend..?I've often wondered...
What is a friend?
Is it someone you have known for a long time?
Or is it someone you consider special?
To me, I don't have any friends.
Sad isn't it?
To not trust anyone to such an extent.
But how can I have something I don't truly understand?
I don't tell anyone about myself.
They don't try and understand me.
Still, it's none of their business anyway...
They don't need to know.
If it doesn't concern you, why should you care?
It doesn't affect you right?
Then you shouldn't bother.
As harsh as it sounds I long for one thing.
It is one thing I honestly want in life.
Will you be my friend?
Not MeThey can wonder
But they will never know
All these emotions
That I never show
They don't know me
Like they say they do
One wrong move
And they will know the truth
I can't achieve higher than expected
Or they might get suspicious
I am ordinary, part of a cliché
Peer pressure made me this way
Caked in make-up, with a high pitch laugh
This is the person they see
This person is not me.
I am that Person.I am the person, who never invites friends over.
My parents convince me to
The person who doesn't mind staying at home
The person who reads and draws instead of socialising.
I am the person, who despises being left out.
I cover my sadness with fake smiles
The person who hates being ignored.
The person who is still looking for a true friend.
I am the person, who tries to make everyone feel like they belong.
They say I'm too joyful for my own good. Do they know me?
The person who acts random to make everyone happy
The person everyone is kind to.
I am the person, who hides their true emotions.
Behind this mask, my shield, this indestructible barrier
I am that Person.
Who are you?
She is Me.You're distancing yourself again
But I'm afraid she won't be following you this time
She can't 'Forgive and Forget'
She'll forgive because it's the right thing to do
But the scar will remain as a reminder
She doesn't want to be with the people who hurt her
Like you did
She doesn't want to get close to those who don't trust her
Like you do
She doesn't want to be betrayed again
Stop questioning her all the time
Maybe that's the reason she doesn't speak?
Not to get close to anyone
Not to let information leak
Not to have anyone know, what she has become
She's too fragile
Very soon she may break
Yet she still searches for someone
Who might hear her silent plea?
She is someone, whose pain you never notice
She is me.
OppositesI am naturally quiet
Voice goes unheard
I want to feel important despite,
My presence goes unnoticed
Ever since they left you, you changed
You are unnaturally quiet
Voice clearly heard
You want to feel important despite,
Your presence is always noticed
You and I are opposites
Yet our desires are the same
Pessimist and Optimist
Shall I explain?
Your stance makes you noticeable
Your aura makes you unapproachable
Your glare scares most away
Yet the sadness behind it has something else to say
"Don't walk away"
I don't even have a stance
My aura, next to you, might have a slight chance
No glare. Blank expression
The message behind my eyes, are for you to decipher
You and I are opposites
Yet our desires are the same
So go ahead and roll the dice
It's your turn to explain
I've managed to keep most away
With my frost-like glare
Why aren't you afraid?
I blame your annoying blank stare
My frozen blue eyes
Reflecting your own
You're blazing brown eyes
Who's The Fool? My Fool (By ♥Ice)
You make fun of me
Hate my music
Everyday you prove you despise me.
To You I am a fool
Who hides her feelings
And pretends that everything
Still, You stay by my side?
Honestly I want to know..
Who's the fool now?
Your Fool (By ☼Flame)
Everyday I force myself to make fun of you
It stops me from complementing your beauty.
I don't want to listen to your music,
Because it reminds me of what a coward I am.
I avoid you,
If I don't I wouldn't be able to hold myself back.
Everyday I prove I cannot live without you,
In my own unique way.
I want to show everyone
I want them to understand
I want them to see
The wonderful person, You are inside.
I stay by you.
I want to defend you.
I am eternally Your Fool.
MesmerizingDo you find that weird?
I want to feel the pain
I want to see the blood
I want the scars
To remind me of my weakness
The time when I couldn't hold
I don't see
Why other look down on me
Just because I'm not
I feel no shame
In what I do
The tiny razor marks
Do you find that weird?
Suicide.I'm on my hands,
I'm on my knees.
You've got me begging,
Please don't go;
Don't leave me here.
Just hold me close,
Don't hold her near.
You were my life;
Now on my heart
You've left a mark.
It's a large mark;
A break, you see,
That's slowly dominating
All of me.
So now you walk;
You walk away.
Not knowing that
I will die today.
Was it a dreamWas it a dream?
It must have been
And yet? No, I am sure
I am sure it was not
But it seems like a dream
Sometimes it seems
There is so much I forgot
And yet so much I remember still
I can still feel your touch
Feel your fingers upon my skin
I can still feel your lips
Full and moist, as they cover mine
Feel your hair between my fingers
Like silk so soft and fine
See your lovely brown eyes
Deep, warm and sparkling
See your broad smile
The crinkles around your eyes
Smell your cologne
As I inhale it from around your neck
Remember what it felt like
Felt like to sit with you
Your arm draped around my shoulders
Your fingers playing with my hair
Your mouth covering my ear
The shivers it sent through me
The warm glow it gave me
To sit with you there
Such a simple thing
To sit next to someone else
And yet with you...
Such a special thing
The way it made me shine
The way I felt like I belonged
It felt so right, so right
Yet now it seems so long ago
Now it seems like a dream
But was it a dream?
ReflectionYears have past by.
And I have missed you.
I didn't realize before how much anger poisoned my soul.
That didn't stop the need
that didn't stop the ache.
I didn't realize this before.
Years go by
And I missed the part of you that I see now
How much anger and hurt has poisoned us
Yet here we are starting once more.
isn't shocking how fast the wounds heal.
isn't shocking how at peace I feel
I never abandoned you
And maybe this should have given me a clue.
That years may have past by us
And anger may have consumed us
But here I stand with you.
I used to lie awake
Broken dreams and pain reminding me of what could have been.
But now I look at you
And I can finally see what everyone but me saw.
That fear of the consequences of what could be.
That love that I refused to see.
If only you knew this is my reflection of what I refused to see within me.
Love BoundSplit open my chest and you'll find my heart is bigger than the rest
I'm not afraid to express
When it comes to this heart there isn't much to guess
I save you the best
I save none for the rest
There's no doubt you're the only girl I want to be around
Some fool might tell me there's a million other girls in this world
But I promise you you're the only one I never want to let down
You see... Me and you... We're love bound
Once we get there we'll never turn around
It's such a fickle word
That we throw around
It's meant to be
The most important word
It can change your life
But it's said and not meant
And thrown around by teens
Who don't know the meaning
It doesn't exist nowadays
The ones that have their soul mate
They are the exception
Not the rule
It freaking sucks.
It only ends in heartbreak
Love at first sight
Doesn't exist either
That's just lust
The day you show me love exists
Is the day
That I make pigs fly.
alzheimersin 43 seconds a girl will walk past me
as if i didn't exist,
and i will never see her again.
but it won't matter.
they all float by me and disappear,
(one by one, two by two
they all fade away
they stole chronology, leaving me
to drown in chaos,
but my timeline was already broken,
memories appearing out of
another crack won't make
(i loved you once, maybe it was yesterday.
or was it three years from now,
when i called out for you
and was answered by
an ambulance siren?)
i'm the only one living in reverse, and
though the moments are mixed up
i still remember everything.
The ArgumentJust do it.
What are you afraid of?
It will hurt.
That's the point.
Just do it.
But everyone will see.
They'll bother me,
And ask me why.
They'll force me to stop,
And make things worse.
Who cares what they think?
Let them judge you.
Just get it over with before you change your mind.
But aren't I running from judgement?
What good will it do,
If this just brings more?
For God's sake, just do it!
It will make the pain in your mind go away.
Don't you want me to go away?
Then do it.
Separation IssuesWhen you're gone away I feel hollow
Despair reels me right in
It's so much more then I can swallow
Without you I am lost within
Over time my insides become cold
My fiery heart feels so weighed down
The demons in my head grow very bold
In my own despair I drown
I can't fight these feelings of withdrawal
You are my one and only drug
The longer you're gone the further I fall
Into the pit that time has dug
This heart can't make it on it's own
Your importance is on par with breathing
Things fall apart when I'm alone
I'm so down one might think I'm grieving
All I need is a be reconnected to you
Once I am everything feels alright
It's a fact that we are one and not two
When we're whole everything just feels right
A SeedI've planted a seed today
It was implanted in you
I trust that you would nurture it
I'm putting my faith in you
I have planted this seed before,
In others that I met
But the seed was cast aside
It grew, but withered quickly with regret
Surely it can't be that difficult
To make this seed grow
Maybe this time it would be different?
Yes, in time, we will know
May this seed grow and one day blossom
And share its beauty with others
May it fill them with joy and compassion
This delicate seed of friendship
How It Began"God, your two o'clock is here."
"I have a two o'clock?"
"He's been here since 7:45. I figured it's only polite to... sir."
God sighed. "Fine, send him in."
While He waited God cleared His desk of papers and blueprints; no need for outsiders to see His plans. Soon enough the door to His office opened and God stood, smiled, held out a hand towards one of the two visitor's chairs.
"God! Great stuff you're doing in sector 2-7-0! Great stuff!"
The man's hands were clammy, his handshake limp. Rumpled suit, porkpie hat, briefcase... oh Jes-- oh dear, a salesman. God's smile slipped a little but He soldiered on gamely. With luck He could shoo the poor guy away in a few minutes.
"So, what can I do for you?"
The man sat, briefcase across his knees. "Sector 2-7-0! Everyone's talking about it! What do you call it? Man and merman?"
"Man and woman, actually. And thanks. But we're pretty busy around here, and..."
"Oh! Right! No time for the wicked, eh?" The salesman winked and popped his briefcase,
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